Ahhhhh!!!

What a frustrating morning I had while working on this never-ending painting. Who’s fault is that, though? Well, mine, of course. I don’t know when to stop!

I mistakenly thought that if I left it alone for a while, then the last few applications of paint would be dry. But no. Not quite. However, I was too impatient and started working on more of it anyway. All that did was force me to ruin areas I was trying to fix. I ruined them again and again, over and over, repeatedly getting paint all over my hands, smearing paint into other parts of the painting, and going through half a dozen disinfectant wipes. Overall, I was just pissing myself off.

If that’s not frustrating enough, today, for whatever reason, my tremor is out of control. I’m shaking like I have freyed nerves and Parkinson’s. I get occasional whacky movements that fling my paintbrush into another part of the picture with no rhyme or reason. It’s like a bad dream.

After cleaning up mess after mess, (and how I hate messes) I was finally able to finish the guy on the donkey. I don’t know how I managed to finish him after the morning I had, but I’m not touching this thing again until it’s completely dry.

9 thoughts on “Ahhhhh!!!

  1. Hannah May 10, 2025 / 11:08 am

    Best donkey ever.

  2. Linda Cohen May 10, 2025 / 1:04 pm

    Sorry you had such a craptacular day but it is a cute donkey.

    • Ayin Es May 10, 2025 / 2:29 pm

      Hahaha, you both make me laugh!!! Thanks my friend. ❤️

  3. Elizabeth Hoffman May 11, 2025 / 6:45 pm

    I’m lovin the donkey too!

    • Ayin Es May 12, 2025 / 3:58 am

      Thank you, E! You’re so sweet. ❤️

  4. Catherine L. Ruane May 12, 2025 / 1:32 pm

    Having patience to let layers dry requires an inordinate amount of patience. It gets to be what I’m finally realizing is A Waiting Game!

    • Ayin Es May 13, 2025 / 10:19 am

      It is a waiting game alright. I’m so impatient too. Ha ha! Best to work on a few at once.

      • Catherine L. Ruane May 13, 2025 / 10:31 am

        Sooooooo True!!!!!

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