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Building on a Name

June 28, 2024June 28, 2024Ayin Es2 Comments

This month marks the third anniversary of my name change, and a lot of thoughts (mostly feelings) have been hovering about…

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Thoughts#artistslife, #gender, #LGBTQ, #moving, #namechange, #nonbinary

No Cigar

June 11, 2024June 11, 2024Ayin Es2 Comments

So, last week, it was official. I found out I was not offered a spot in this year’s 2024 class at Skowhegan School of Painting and Sculpture, but boy, did I come as close as possible.

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News, Thoughts#artists, #happiness, #residencies, #skowhegan, #success

People Who Come Back to Haunt Me

May 16, 2024May 16, 2024Ayin EsLeave a comment

Over the last few years, maybe more, I’ve been getting rid of the toxic people in my life. It hasn’t been easy because there were quite a few.

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Thoughts#connection, #disclosure, #disconnection, #haunting, #icemonster, #people, #personalreciprocation, #publishing, #suicide, #thepast, #writing

Five Years

May 9, 2024May 9, 2024Ayin Es1 Comment

I moved from Los Angeles to Joshua Tree coming on five years ago now, and a lot has changed. Pull up a chair; I have a lot to say about this.

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News, Thoughts#artworld, #changes, #community, #connection, #friends, #joshuatree, #losangeles, #radiohead, #transgender

The Curse

February 17, 2024February 17, 2024Ayin Es2 Comments

I hate being idle. I always have. On days when I’m forced to listen to my body and I need to relax, I only feel guilty. Where did this come from?

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Kvetches, Thoughts#ABLE, #artistslife, #cults, #curse, #dad, #drugs, #family, #help, #lazy, #napping, #narconon, #patternmaker, #scientology, #TV, #value, #working, #wwii
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