Back from JT

Well I just got back from a 10 day stint in Joshua Tree. I still don’t have all my bearings in place yet, but it was totally refreshing, interesting, wonderful, peaceful, productive, relaxing, invigorating, and zesty!

I had planned to do nothing but draw, but watercolors and gouaches came with me, and they take a little more time. the important thing is that I did art pretty much every day I was there if I wasn’t sleeping or staring at rocks. There were a lot of times we had to go looking for my dog too. He was roaming free and made a friend with a local female and they seemed to go away together a lot.

There was no television, no internet and my cell hardly worked. It was totally secluded and the property we rented was right up against the west entrance of the Joshua Tree National Park, so it was absolutely breathtaking.

I worked on a few things. Firstly, the art that is going into a bookwork I am doing with Chance Press. A lot of that is finished now, but I can’t show it before the book comes out. That will probably be winter 2010. The first part of my stay went into that project. You see, the house we rented had a main house, a separate writer’s studio for Michael, and a separate art studio for me. It could not have been more perfect. MJP is well on his way to finishing up his novel now. He devoted a lot of time to it there. I am so proud of him for what he got accomplished.

The rest of the time, I worked on large drawings that I am very happy with. I am finishing up the last one today and then I will take pictures. There are 3 of them. Two on Fabriano paper, and one on yellow handmade paper. The ones on the Fabriano are very important to me. After sketching and sketching, I had a wonderful breakthrough. I am very pleased with the ease of the creativity that came forth after that and went into these 2 large drawings. I feel like I’m finally onto something I’ve been after for a long, long time.

In other news, I have a new print available. No, not the new etching. That has yet to be editioned next week. This is a small 7 x 9 inch silkscreen I did as part of Margaret Garcia’s STAMP PROJECT/CREATING CULTURAL CURRENCY. The edition is 30 and they are all signed. I’m selling them right now for a mere $35.00 for if you’re interested, click here to find out more.

The Pre Dan Night

I’ve been watching the last of Season 2 of Mad Men all weekend, whilst finishing up a few little paintings I’ve had sitting around the house. I’ve got a lot of small pieces cooking at once and they are all making me smile a lot. Because the truth is, is that I have a new friend in my life. I know it sounds weird, but he has entered into my world though my recent sketches. His name is Dan. I’ll introduce you to him soon. I’ll even answer questions about him if needed. I mean, as much as I can. Not everything about Dan is knowable, but he sure seems magical in this moment in time. I’m glad he’s here in my life, helping me, guiding me, and giving me a new reason to make art.

Just a couple weeks left to print my new etching at SHG and then I can go spend some much needed time in Joshua Tree with Dan and my family, and see where it’s all going to take me. I’m very curious.

In the meantime, I got word that 1-SELF is going to be in a book arts group show at the Geisel Library at the University of California at San Diego May 29 through July 4th. They are even printing a full color catalog for the show. I’m so happy!

Please don’t spoil my day, I’m miles away, And after all, I’m only sleeping

I’m still doing the Purge Project. It just takes me time to get around to all the things I make plans for because I make too many goddamn plans. Eventually, I’ll get to it. I have a stack of books in my book room, and I’m still not finished going through the shelves. In the meantime, I’m trying to fit in everything else during a time I am bombarded with nearly crippling fatigue. It’s been like 2 months now and it’s driving me absolutely bonkers. I feel like I am moving through a Jell-o mold, and I want to sleep all the time. It’s like having narcolepsy. It sucks when you have a lot of things you’d like to do. My best time is in the morning, so I am doing all that I can during those times, and doing the best I can through the rest of the day. Napping helps a little, but for some reason I feel guilty when I do that. Napping is for babies! Haha.

Last night I had an Open Studio at Moppet and it went okay. A lot more people came through than usual, which was nice, and my assistant (and good friend) Jennifer came to sit with me, making life a whole lot more bearable. I even worked a little bit while she was there. She made me more comfortable I guess. She knows me pretty well, so she understood how difficult it is for me to sit the space and answer questions about my work. In fact, she said it must be very hard for any artist to have to do that. I think it probably is, not just me. Don’t we tend to be pretty introverted? We aren’t the car salesman types, but then again, I have met a few artists that really do like to go on and on about themselves. I have done it myself out of nervousness before – just ramble about stuff no one has even asked me about. The truth is, I’d rather not be around at all when people are looking at my work. Let them figure it out.

Speaking of talking about your art, I have to do that tomorrow at LMU and I’m pretty nervous. I am there to give a lecture on my work for a class that focuses on art in Los Angeles. I have no real idea what I am going to say yet, but I’ll put together an image presentation, some background info, and maybe bring some of my books. I’ll have to wing the rest and hope I don’t choke.

I made this little ink drawing for The Circle of Women’s National Stamp Project Exhibit created by artist Margaret Garcia. She invited visual artists, poets, musicians, print-makers, or just people of culture to create a STAMP IMAGE. Each stamp will bring to life an affirmation which we desire to be STIMULATED OR CULTIVATED—for example, health, wealth, love, creativity, generosity, intuition, humility, faith, illumination, spirituality, forgiveness, intelligence, wisdom, courage, growth, tolerance, hope, vision, abundance, talent, music, kindness, fellowship, prosperity, etc. There will be an exhibit of stamp art and opportunities for print exchanges. Venues in Los Angeles, Texas, Oxnard and San Francisco have expressed interest.

I am very much looking forward to another project that I have been planning for some time. I’m renting a house out in a very secluded area of Joshua Tree for a couple weeks that has an art studio. It has no phones, no internet, no television, etc. All I am going to do is draw and rest. Hopefully, it’s just what I need.

What’s new in the rain?

It’s been raining like small forest creatures here. Not that we don’t need it. It makes everything green and pretty and stops me from moving to Portland. But being an LA native, I am very cold-sensitive and my old bones can’t take the chill all too well. I need a knitted afghan on my knees like an old lady, which makes me want to complain in my rocking chair and tell stories about what it was like before the war.

I had a productive weekend nonetheless. fellow blogger Anna Conti came down from San Francisco with 3 of her friends and came to me studio for a visit on Saturday. I was honored to be one of their many art stops along their weekend venture. They were all so nice and gracious, they would not even except any of the Hanson’s sodas I offered. I wound up over chatting a bit (I tend to do that when I feel nervous — overcompensating for fear of being too shy and quiet).  I probably just came off “normal” for all I know, but through it all I really enjoyed their visit very much. Luckily, Saturday was a nice day without rain, so I’m sure they were able to see a lot. They are getting jacked on their way back home today with this storm, but being from SF, I’m sure they are well used to it.

Here’s a pic of Anna and her friends in my studio on Saturday:

I also created a new page on my site with some pictures of my studio. You can only get to this page through THIS LINK until I incorporate somewhere else on my site somehow.

In other news, I’ve been working on this new painting of gumball machines. It’s 40 x 60 inches in size, and it’s coming together slowly, but surely:

I finally finished this one about a week ago, but I just now posted it on my site:

“I Waited For You,” 2010. Oil, paper, pencil and embroidery on canvas. 36×36 inches (detail).

When Anna came to visit, I was just telling her about how I was waiting to hear back from the Women’s Studio Workshop on my proposal for a book residency I had applied for. Low and behold my answer was waiting for me when I got home on Saturday. I did not get it. There were 80 applicants and only 2 slots. I know the competition was steep, and maybe a long shot, but I really thought my proposal was strong and I guess my hopes were a little too high because I was seriously bummed when I got the news. The day before, the results for the West Prize came through and I did not get that either, but I was not expecting to win that one at all, so I was not surprised or sad about that one. The winners are posted and they are all very compelling and I can see why I probably wasn’t even in the running.

Just as sad is that Art Clokey died recently. I don’t know what I can say about him that isn’t out there since he’s passed away, but he was a major inspiration for me and will be missed and honored in my heart forever.

If you’ve got a heart, then Gumby’s a part of you.