I had a hard time sleeping last night. I’m not totally sure why. I know I was too hot, even though I slept with the window open, letting in the cold air. But I was still uncomfortable and lay there for a couple of hours after midnight just wishing I could fall back asleep. It pretty much sucked.
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Lazy Days Before the Dogs
I can’t believe it’s been over ten days since my opening, and I haven’t posted shit about it. I just haven’t felt like writing much at all. I think it’s a combination of exhaustion, burnout, and disassociation.
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I mentioned before that I’m not an “expert” on goals. Yes, I’ve reached some of my ambitions. But, by no means have I realized them all. Like, I still haven’t won the MacArthur Genius Award. I’ve never shown in the Whitney either. Of course, I have plenty more that are much more attainable, thank Jesus. But I mean, why listen to me, of all people?
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I know, I know. My next blog post was going to be about being queer, but I’ll have to get to that later. Today I want to talk about painting. Oh, how boring!
Continue readingForces and Core Values
Another thing about Noom are the introspective exercises it asks you to do. And they are pretty fucking deep if you ask me. I know you didn’t, but too bad.
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